Monday, August 18, 2008

(:

HMM.
Guess what people?
I'm in school right now.
HAHA

OOO!
Ding dang dong. (:
Hmm, how are you all?
I'm fine thank you.
Excited.
YES I AM.
Happy.
OF COURSE.


This week has been kinda packed.
I've been making sure that my week goes well.
&& Of course, not disrupted by dumb events.


Btw girlfriends,
Escape Theme Park maybe will be schedueled on Wednesday/Thursday.
Hopefully Liza gets well soon yeah! (:


Okayslah, I gtg.
Lazy to type.
Will update more pretty soon.
But definitely not now.
When I'm in the mood, most prob. :)


XOXO,
FAEKAH (;

Monday, August 11, 2008

(:

HELLO!
It was a devastating experience.
First & foremost,
my dad bought for me sports shoes..
so that i can run faster.
BUT WTF.
I failed my 2.4 by a minute.
HOW SHITTY CAN THAT GET?
&& there's more stuffs that happened which pissed me a little.
But nvm, it's over.
Haha.
DENDEN.
My pull up.
FREAKING ASS.
Why are you like so damn big?
Sometimes right,
I feel like cutting my buttocks into HALF.


I just need a hiatus.
A moment of enjoyment.
Just to relax my mind a little.
&& PARTY LIKE CRAZY.

I wanna go for a massage.
&& Some mind therapies.
I wanna open a new life.
Just kinda pissed with everything in my life.

It's like a jumbled puzzle.
Many negative things have been happening..
@ the wrong time.
That really bought me down.

Dearest Allah,
show me happiness soon.
I'm just really really down.
I seriously understand how Britney feels now.

&& why she needs rehabilitation.
I feel you Britney.
& trust me, I'll be your fan always.
I understand how you feel.


NAPFA really bought my spirit down.
But nvm, after this torturous week..
I'm gonna start a new life.
A whole new Faekah will be born.


It's time to mature into a butterfly.
I've been a caterpillar and right now..
I'm in the cocoon stage.
Ya Allah..
Guide me thru please.


At times.
I feel like smoking.
Taste a little bit of drinking.
Go clubbing.
& Party off my mind.
BUT HELL NO.

It's just sad lah.
I need a swim.
&& Lotsa jogging.


My heart's shattered and my mind's boggled.
Need to float back up.
But how?
No inspiration,
Just a destination in mind.


I would like to sincerely thank those who have really been by my side.
Like honestly.
For calling.
For MSNing.
For cheering me up.
Tho some made me feel worse about myself.
I'm just gratified to have atleast a few who truly left a smile on my face.

XOXO,
FAEKAH